It is heartbreaking. An understatement.
You just don’t know how painful it is to be loved by somebody who refuses to make me a real part of her life. Because you have never been rejected the way you have rejected me over and over again. Because I asked for more.
I miss you. It is a major struggle not to reach out to you.
Every day, I look at our WhatsApp exchange and look at you. You log in every now and then.
But never to talk to me anymore. And it always breaks my heart a little more each time.